I’ve been trying my hardest to work with pencil lately. I have some incredibly talented friends who love working in pencil, and seeing their work simply inspires me to push myself in areas that seem so intimidating to me. I am confident with colors. I know how to work with them, hot to blend them together, and how to express myself through them. I can create texture, and build up thickness. Give me a pencil, and I find myself lost. I don’t know how to even start, and I become frustrated. I have been trying my hardest to bringing in pencil into my work, for the mere idea of challenging my fears. It has been quite a journey, one that is yet intimidating to me, but I have been progressing.
I’m not sure why I call this piece “A Pencil Affair”, but it seemed to fit the situation I felt I was in. A sketchbook piece that I think I could expand into a larger piece when the time seems right. I’m proud to say no color in this piece! What do you guys think? Any ideas, comments or suggestions?
I came across a Canadian artists work called Jen Mann and thought they were so inspiring and beautiful that I had to share. My favorite pieces are from her series “Strange Beauties”. You can check her website for more work and information. I am absolutely in love!
A lot has been going on since last I blogged, but mostly just sketching things out in a sketchbook. I am so OCD about my sketchbooks that I have two different sketchbooks for different reasons. Completed pieces are in my large sketchbook, while simple pencil sketchs are in a smaller one. It is safe to say my smaller pencil sketchbook doesn’t have much in it because I love color, and I dont like simple sketches. Most of my sketches need to be complete.. Im weird that way! I wanted to share a few I’ve done these last few weeks, and hopefully will continue to do. Im in the process of working on one sketch but it’s taking me some time to finish. I really ant to start a new large piece, and so what I’ve mostly been doing is contemplating how to go about doing another one.
What is written on the piece with the eyes only is:
“They say your eyes are the windows to your soul, yet sometimes I wonder if maybe we say that to give ourselves this blind faith that we understand others & can read them. Whaf if the truth is the eyes you are looking at are simply reflections of yourself. What if the truth is the eyes you are looking into are simply reflections of yourself. What if who you are looking at simply reflects what you truly are? Maybe it explains all the pain, hurt & anger you see in them because that is what you are actually feeling buried deep inside that locked soul of yours. Maybe what you are searching for isnt in others… but in yourself.”
There truly is no better feeling then finishing an art piece after obsessing over it for a month! You guys have seen bits and pieces of it while I’ve worked on it, from posting about it here, to posting pictures on my Facebook fan page , but its finally done and am I so happy it is! I decided to name it “Eternal Movement” for the subtle way it seems to move across the piece, as if its never ending… A sort of reminder how life and time continues to move along with, or without you. The art piece is 1 meter long, which is 39.5″ X 24.5″. What do you guys think? I will need to take some more photos for you guys with natural light to see the background a bit better, but I was simply too excited not to share now! =)
I’ve been meaning to blog about this piece for weeks now, not sure why I haven’t. I sort of get obsessed with pieces when I start working and nothing can shake me off them, until I get into one of my ruts, and stop so completely that I can’t seem to be able to even look at them. It isn’t a love-hate sort of relationship, but it sure can be difficult some times when I’m dealing with something.
For once in a very long time I was seriously terrified to start this piece. I couldn’t figure out how to start, and what to start. I wrote a previous blog about it titled “Painting Again” and it really did do me in. The large piece intimidated me beyond words. What if it came out awful? What if I had to paint over it? What if I disappointed myself, or even worse, others? Silly right? I write so much about just jumping in and painting, that for once, I was terrified to do so. I am so used to working on my design work, that simply, purely painting has been left to the side.
I forgot how freeing it was. I’m the type of person who seems to crave this feeling of being free, that I seemed to have locked myself into some sort of cage of safety. The idea of just going wild with colors, brush strokes, and seeing what comes out of it not only frightened me, but exhausted me. I didn’t even realize how much I missed that way of creating until I worked on this piece. I literally felt high for days afterwards. It not only was freeing, but it was emotional for me. To simply let loose and not worry about the outcome, but to simple enjoy the process.
I named the piece “In the Deep” because I felt I truly reached within me to a place I had forgotten existed. This piece not only describes myself but my soul. It describes everything I love about art, and everything I hold dear. A 100″X70″ acrylic painting that reminds me it is okay to simply be even if everyone else doesn’t understand it. I am hoping to create more pieces like this and to simply be happy.
I started out as a painter, well, actually a doodler, but does that really count? My first love has always been painting, the feel and smell of it, the way it could change with one brush stroke, one feeling, a mix of a color. I have been so busy creating design based art pieces, that I haven’t had a chance to simply purely paint, and man have I missed it.
Paint and I have had a love affair since I was a child. I remember when I was home alone secretly taking out newspapers, laying them on the ground, getting out the paints and painting for hours, then putting it all away so not to get into trouble for messing up the house. Sneaky of me, I know! I love to live dangerously! Getting back into painting for the reason of simply mixing colors together and seeing where my emotions lead me has been a process. I’ve been staring at this large canvas for days now, contemplating what to do with it. The canvas is 100″x70″ and yes, I have done design pieces that large, but I have not painted on one in a very long time. Walking around aimlessly, searching online for inspiration, and complaining on my Facebook and getting some rather very interesting ideas on how to break through and just paint, I decided to simply start.
I mixed paints, jammed to Santana, and started to paint. For the first time in a very long time, I was truly happy. So happy, that I have been smiling like an idiot for most of the day. I found my long lost love and I honestly do not want to give it up.
Here is part of what I have worked on, and I must tell you, the piece is unfinished and as of now, is completely filled (there is no more white space). I’m allowing it to dry some and will hopefully work on it this weekend. While letting this one dry, I have started yet another designed art piece that is about the same size as the canvas. Im looking forward to seeing where it leads me as well!
I am hoping some good things are flowing out of me creatively, let me know what you think!
When something catches your eye, it’s hard to look away. I am not much of a gamer, I mean, yes, I confess, I love the old school Nintendo, where I could play Super Mario for hours on end, and I was addicted to Okami, played on the Wii, but this game seems so unique, that I really do need to write about it. Maybe it’s the back story that really gets me. Not only do I know one of the developers personally, but I know the sacrifices he made to try and make his dreams come true. Who doesn’t like a good emotional story?
Sanam is a game about Fijleh, who is a radish monk with excellent experience in swordplay and weaponry Searching for inner peace, that has been disturbed by gods who were once worshipped but have been dormant for a long time, sends him on a journey of revenge using his broccoli sword. The game is being developed by “Team Food Fighter”, a team of 4 ambitious people.
Ibrahim Yasir: the 3D artist and Game Developer for Sanam and my personal friend (So proud of you!). He quit his job as a 3D artist to pursue his dream of creating a Jordanian video game, and with no money, but a lot of passion, he worked day and night with the team to create a game that could capture the hearts of children and adults alike.
And the rest of the team (information taken from them):
Mohammed Idrei: He dabbles in everything, has 6 years of experience as a 3D artist and he is a visual effects supervisor at B4Jordan. Mohammed is also an award winner for best visual effects for a foreign movie from Hollywood.
DurDur Draw Man: The shy concept/3D artist, has 4 years of experience in the 3D field, worked on couple of 3D feature films as a 3D artist. And Invaded Mars when it was cool, but he is that shy that doesn’t want for his name to be public yet!
Wajdi Adil Azar: The solid programmer, with 7 years of experience in programming and coding, living with “There is a script for that”.
With the unique story like that, and the incredible graphics and imagery, it is definitely a game I am looking forward to playing! The game not only needs some love and support, but it also needs some people who believe in the game and the people creating it. The developers are looking tocrowd-fund the development and have set an ambitious goal of $100,000 to develop and release the game.
Check out the trailer below and they have also been mentioned on IGN Middle East which by its self is pretty intense.
To read more information, stay updated, share, and contribute (please do!): Click HERE, lets hope their dreams come true!
I have been itching to paint for a while. You know the kind where paint literally ends up in places you have no idea how it can reach there? Where you build up the thickness of the paint on canvas, and can interine more than one color together? That is what I’ve been wanting to do but havent found the time to. Since being snowed in for 2 straight days (yay for nothing better to do than paint and try and stay warm!), I decided what better timing than now. What inspired me was the 2nd picture, an abstract landscape by erica kirkpatrick, but I wanted to make it somewhat mine… What I did was change up the color somewhat, but I painted using the bottom tip of a pencil, and started mixing the colors together to try and give it some depth. The canvas, as usual, is too small for my piece. You would think I would learn to purchase larger size canvas, and I will. I’m thinking of starting a larger piece with somewhat the same style. I think the painting would have been a lot nicer if it was larger.
Let me know what you guys think. I named this piece “Secrets of a Forest”. There is an eerily quietness to the piece, in some way soothing to me.
I don’t think this piece could have come at a better time. With all the terrible things happening around the world, from the shooting at Sandy Hook Elementary School, to the stabbings that happened in China, to all the killings around the world, from Egypt to Syria to all the rest of the horrors happening, I seem to have subconsciously created a piece that is trying to express the need for change. The piece is called “Man vs. Nature”, and with that so much is going on.
If we started with the circular swirls that are involved in the clouds or the movement of wind, you will notice it being extremely natural and organic. There aren’t any hard edges, or any lines that are unnatural. Since natural and organic shapes are found in nature, I found it the easiest way to express its fluidity, and simplicity. The harsher and more angular lines are a symbol of industry, and man-made objects. Of the unnatural way of bending objects for our needs or more likely our wants.
The colors express the same thing, with the natural aspect of the art piece symbolizing all the natural color and peace it can bring us. While the man-made industrial area shows the unnatural aspect. How if we let industry and society dictate life, it will take over while removing all things natural. How desensitizing ourselves from all things natural and concentrating on man-made things, we remove ourselves from humanity. We become harsh, unfeeling, without conscious.
A piece expressing my sorrow and hoping it helps open peoples eyes.
I know I have disappeared. It has been such a busy and stressful time, I have no excuses for you, like rescuing people from burning buildings, or creating such incredible large art pieces.. I am terrible, I know! Work has taken up so much of my time during the week, then I go to a village on the weekend to teach art, that I have such little amount of time to work on art. It doesnt mean I haven’t, because I have. I will write about that later. For now I want to share with you an ad I worked on as a makeup artist, as well as got stuck being an extra in it (if you look closely you will see me with a child), which was such incredible fun. A 12 hour day and standing on my feet a lot of it, but it made me realize how much I miss working in the film making industry. Anyone out there listening to me, hook a girl up!
This video is in Arabic, but the gist of it is this guy (in the red shirt) has aids, and goes to a government office where the line is almost out the door and sneezes. A guy turns around, spots him, and tells the guy behind him how he saw him at the hospital and had aids. Causing a domino effect, where people are uneducated on how aids can spread, freaked out and ran off (I grabbed my child in horror!). When he gets to the counter, the government worker asks him what happened to the line and the guy says how they heard he had aids. The government worker shakes his hand and wishes him good health. The ad proceeds to explain how aids is not transmitted by sneezing and so on.
